Friday, May 17, 2013

Haters can Eff off

Yesterday i was remembering my school days, and how i have evolved from that loner to what i am today,

Class 8th - Naina is an untouchable, good in studies, but lets not be friends with her coz she has weird hair,
Class 9th - Let's make fun of Naina, oh new person talks to me coz she doesnt know the rumours about me,
Class 10th - better settled, and more involved into activities with other people, studies are falling,

class 11th-  the most social person ever, talks to everyone, defends everyone, basically the most stupid person ever,

class 12th - Naina is weird, lets not talk to her, oh she was dating this person, she is such a bad person,



This note is to all those people who made me feel like killing myself during my school years,
Thanks to you guys, i became stronger, and unlike you all, who did not expect me to do well in life,

I am studying hotel management from the best college,
I have amazing friends, who infact arent assholes like you all were,
People like me, like really really like me,
I have the best relationship going on ever,

At the end, im happy,
more happy than you all, who tried to make me feel shitty about myself,
I may be ugly, but im happy the way I am, and being with a super hot person, who see's me for me, i dont give a fuck what you all thought of me,

and people who realize how you were such ass's, well, good luck tryin to make your own life less miserable

peace out

Friday, May 3, 2013

Friends forever

This story starts way back, my final year in school.

I had a very bad break up with my ex, when i was in class 12th, one thing i learned from her was that, you control your ownself, and nobody can take decisions from you.

well, most of you might wonder why the friends forever title, its because i met my best friend, just because of this break up.

I had started playing football to divert my mind from everything that had happened, never knew i'd reach the district level, just because of that.

Class's were tough, because i had no friend left, probably because of a lot of manipulation.

Anuradha, well... she and i were friends, not good friends but we knew each other, and i guess that was enough.
we had the same subjects, and after our entrepreneurship exam, she and i decided to take the metro home together. Both of us were a bit awkward, but when we started talking, i guess i realized she ain't that bad, well she is a bitch yes, but all bitch's are loyal and awesome, even if they bite, not that she does... well im drifting here.

She told me that  she could share things with me, and she knew what had happened, i was like who doesn't, it became quite public.
Anuradha and I started sitting together in classes after that, and that did cause a bit of jealousy in some of her friends, but she didn't care, which i really like her for.

Most times, i would go to her incase something happened, which i couldn't talk to anyone else about, and she would listen, and actually make smart ass comments, which made me laugh. Yeah.. it had been ages when someone had been so nice to me.

We did become best of friends, and on our farewell, i went to the gate, she was wearing an interesting saree, which made her look more skinny than she already is, well now she isn't but then she was.

Our school had a custom of giving the mr.sporty and ms.sporty sash to the sports captains, and no i wasn't a sports captain, so when my name was announced for it, only person who was genuinely happy was anuradha.
Infact she shut up people who were saying bullshit about how they thought the sports captain would always be the one for them.

So after the farewell, oh that part was fun, anuradha, nikki and I, went to cheenos.
It was an amazing time, and ice cube was even more fun, doing something crazy like that, almost made me believe that life couldn't get any better with her as a friend.

we even gave all the entrances, the same ones, though she was meant for a different course, im really glad she is doing well there,

I do miss her, most times because nobody could be as good a friend as she is, I mean yeah we fought, even hated each other during our school days, but, she is like my best friend forever, and im glad she came in my life when she did,


So moral i learn from her - sometimes the worst of things happen to you, so that you can get the best outcome.

Thanks for coming into my life Anuradha,
I love you for being there, and for continously making me not do the wrong thing, without you i would have never had moved on from all those horrible things, and..... also called 'someone' BBC news... though im sure that someone didn't get what i meant,

Anyway, you are someone, i'd always be there for, and i know you would always be here for me, i expect you to be the person you are,

P.s. - you will always be my beeechhhh