Karma... or is it?

When i was younger, around 10 years old or so, i used to call my brother a failure, on his face , because i hated him, you know like everyone hates their brothers and sisters.

But calling him a failure wasn't the right thing to do,
I mean, i did think of him as a loser, as my parents always thought i was the smarter kid, and honestly, i didnt wanna be anything like him.

Top grades and being good in sports, i was all that, and extremely over confident that my parents were soo proud of me.

But as the name of the post suggests, Karma, did come back to me, for being nasty to him.
I started failing in subjects i used to top at. Due to careless mistakes.

I decided to apologize to my brother for that, and i knew it wasnt gonna change what i deserved. So, i decided to be the better child and not smoke or drink or do anything like  that, infact i would become a vetinary doctor, and help animals,

That was the dream, but i didn't get science when i was doing higher school education.

My brother at that time was pursuing Hotel management, and i thought that course was for losers.


Ironically i landed up with commerce without maths, and in the same class as my brother was, with the same teachers.

I still thought, i would give myself a chance to do law, or journalism,
and i did think id do that,
But my clat rank being 4000 something law wouldnt have been awesome, and my back up entrance was hotel management, in which i got a great rank (and who doesnt believe in fate now)


So i did get through hotel management, and right now as i type im doing my industrial training in the fourth semester.


I'd like to apologize to my brother , right here in the public forum ,
Hotel management is difficult, and ironically following the same path as he did, made me a lot like him,  but i got to know how awesome he is,

and i do regret calling him loser, and all those names,
because what he did, is not bad, its just how he was shaped up,
and when i see him now,  i realize, bloody hell i was such a judgemental bitch,

All i wanna say now is,
I love you dada, 
and karma kicking me in the ass, and taking me towards destiny,
is all thanks to you! 




moral: karma and destiny, are connected