I usually have a habit of writing down things when I feel extremely emotional.
Today I turned 30.
It's a milestone, and honestly I was dredding it a few months ago.
Yesterday, I felt at ease about this, and couldn't wait for this to get here sooner.
My life is good right now, I have a beautiful fiance, we have 4 babies, we have a car.
Most importantly I feel stable.
I think yesterday evening was a perfect balance, felt small intimate and good. All the faces I knew while growing up have been replaced, but my new chosen family is the best support system I could have asked for.
Each and every gift felt personal and nice, and the lunch today felt cozy with my parents.
We are sitting here, having a drink and relaxing telling each other hilarious stories which are embarrassing. I couldn't have asked for anything more.
I hope this continues and I am ready to spend the next decade seeing it only get better.
Here's to some stability and a decent life.
Happy Birthday Me.
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